No, I cant leave you now, at any cost

I never expected myself writing this post but some well experienced aspects of life plus some beautiful, well hit words by the one I value the most in my life forced me to change my mind and here I am.

Can we ask an ocean to return some particular water droplets ?
Can we ask a honeybee to return the nectar from a particular flower ?
Can we ask a paper to return the ink marked over it ?
Can we ask a spider to set free a fly caught in its web ?
Can we ask our brain to forget the ABCD...Z ?
Can we ask a leather belt to turn back to skin ?
Can a fish propose a bird, or vice versa, for marriage ?

In a similar fashion, we can never bring back any particular day of life.

Days come and go by. Everyday is not the same always.
Life is nothing without struggle. Its like a cricket match which everyone of us is familiar with. Both the playing teams know that either of them will have to loose, they are prepared for the outcome, but still they play and try hard to win.
Then, how could a person like me lose hope? Why so much of negative thoughts wandering nearby, why, why ??? I could find no answer.

But ya, a feeling of insecurity or rather a ghost with the name of INSECURITY had caught me under its influence. But insecurity about what ? Was it about a sense of loosing something, something extremely close ?

Yes I guess, but soon I realised :

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What did I bring with myself at birth ?
I had never expected whatever I am today.
I was scheduled to burn myself in the hotness of the Shivnagri Nalagarh.
But now, here I am, sitting with a sweater on, in the Queen of Hills, back home.

Whatever I expected in my life, I could never achieve that, maybe because that was not meant for me at all.

Today, I am considered as the most lucky person by one and all (even though the same people are damn jealous).

Today, I am being specially told by my well-wishers------

"Veer ji, tuhadi wajah naal Punjabiyan di vi kadar hon lag payi is University ch"

Then I was also told my my insecurity factor not to be insecure, only then I could realise how big a fool I were about to act so negatively. I know, I have nothing to loose now.

Are yaar, by God's grace, I dont have any bad addictions, no bad company or any such interest nor any grudges against anyone inside my heart, most of the times, I am seen wandering around places of worship, my God always listens to my prayers even before I pray. All credit to Him for everything I am.

Such beautiful friends and great things I have on my part today that I could be the happiest person. Please God, save me and our friendship from all sorts of bad eyes, I devote everything to You.

***Je laayi yaari, mul modna paina,
Tu agge lang gaya, tenu fark ni paina,
Main picche hat gaya, mera kakh ni rehna***

How could I forget that I belong to the community where there is no place for any sort of insecurity.

***Chidiyaan naal je baaz ladawan,
Taan hi Guru Gobind Singh Naam dharawaan***

I am ready for everything now, bas meri rakheyo laaj Gurudev.

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