Feelings during Holidays

Punjaabis have a great IQ, not doubts about that, whatever field you take.
I would like to share a recent experience, that too the lyrics of a song.
Thanks to the internet and computers + the recession going on in the IT industry.....why??? This will be clear to you once you go through these lyrics.



see off kitta na tu airport te,
jaan laggi sohneya gayi c dass k

lag gaya study visa england da,
sohniye tu chadh gayi jahaaj hass k

saun nahiyon dindiya ve yaadan teriyan,
bhaanwe tetho baithi aan hajaaran meel ve

ditta na jawaab meri e-mail da ??,
dass kedi nakhro ne leya keel ve


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chakkaran che pa gayi tun begaane putt nu,
pyaar wich buriyan judaaiyan hundiyan

bhoot c sawaar aiwen baar aan da,
dass sathon kediyaan padhayian hundiyan ??

saada keda ithe channo chitt lagda,
kiddan da hoya firaan upset ni

kahton gusse huni e jiyun jogiye,
tere maare ghar che lawa leya net ni

sara sara din chat kar k,
labh leni navi koi friend ve

pyaar pa k sohneya na bhul jayi,
na tadpaavin saadi jind ve

pehli pehli waar jithe aapan mile c,
bhulni ne chandigarh waali jheel ve

ditta na jawaab meri email da, dass kedi nakhro ne leya keel ve ??



langha jadon college de kol di,
sohniye bhulekhe tere pain ni

hun net te rojana time kad k,
ho jeya kraange doven online ni

sohniye ni dil di bhadaas kadh k,
kareya karange dowen gitt mitt ni

kahton gusse huni e jiyun jogiye,
tere maare ghar che lawa leya net ni



aen na jaana chitt jhalleya,
lejun marriage kara k tenu naal ve

ucchi neevi aaj sadi maaf kar dayin,
kar jayin na buri koi gall feel ve

ditta na jawaab meri email da, dass kedi nakhro ne leya keel ve ??

tere naal sachi jaane meriye,
saanjh kayi janmaan di pa layi hun main

kahton gusse huni e ..........?????

***

Wah, jawab nayi punjabiyaan da.

Bilkul exact baat ki hai yahan pe, no scope for any error.

Aisa hi hota hai

***
I miss u so much dear, specially those late night chats

Writing from Goa Today

Looking outside the window today,
I am able to see the ocean today,
Just water all over the place,
Filling up every corner of the world today.

The Sun coming down to meet the beach,
The whole Nature seems blushing today with the colour of pink,
Songs all over the place, the shores whistling endlessly today,
The tender breeze soothing the pains, what a lovely romantic scene today.

A busy schedule, a meeting today,
A visit to beach, a market today,
They call it as mere enjoyment, a lot of masti and cool play,
They call it as a never get back opportunity.

Now, some are busy chatting with their loved ones,
A few talking to their parents today,
With bottles of fenny all over the place today,
But me, as always, sitting aside-alone, observing the Nature today.

Enjoyment means a lot for those who want to enjoy,
There must be a reason to enjoy today,
I wonder how they could enjoy by cheating their parents & loved ones,
But still, they call this as enjoyment today.

I wish I could also understand the meaning of joy,
I wish I could also have a reason to enjoy today,
But I guess it is not meant for what I am today,
It is something that is not created for me today.

My first ever trip by air yesterday,
My longest ever journey by train tomorrow,
A great achievement at Microsoft today,
But still, no such reason to enjoy today.

Enjoyment is something you cherish with the loved ones,
It is something you get by serving people in need,
It is something you get by being with your family,
It is something that I cant explain but am missing it a lot today.


Har subha ke baad shaam hoti hai,Har dawa ke saath dua hoti hai,
Kal ki shaam bhi ek nayi shaam hogi,is khoobsurat jagah se widayi ki shaam hogi,
Wapis apni usi jagah par,
Samundar ki gehraayion se kaafi door, Pahadi vaadiyon ke aanchal mein,
Jahan aur to kuch nahi par meri enjoyment hogi.

Zindgi 4 dinon ka khel hai doston,
2 nikal gaye, 2 din aaram se jee lo,
Ye waqt dobara nahi milne wala,
Kuch aisa kar jao ke kabhi kaash na kehna pade.

***I wish you were here today***

No, I cant leave you now, at any cost

I never expected myself writing this post but some well experienced aspects of life plus some beautiful, well hit words by the one I value the most in my life forced me to change my mind and here I am.

Can we ask an ocean to return some particular water droplets ?
Can we ask a honeybee to return the nectar from a particular flower ?
Can we ask a paper to return the ink marked over it ?
Can we ask a spider to set free a fly caught in its web ?
Can we ask our brain to forget the ABCD...Z ?
Can we ask a leather belt to turn back to skin ?
Can a fish propose a bird, or vice versa, for marriage ?

In a similar fashion, we can never bring back any particular day of life.

Days come and go by. Everyday is not the same always.
Life is nothing without struggle. Its like a cricket match which everyone of us is familiar with. Both the playing teams know that either of them will have to loose, they are prepared for the outcome, but still they play and try hard to win.
Then, how could a person like me lose hope? Why so much of negative thoughts wandering nearby, why, why ??? I could find no answer.

But ya, a feeling of insecurity or rather a ghost with the name of INSECURITY had caught me under its influence. But insecurity about what ? Was it about a sense of loosing something, something extremely close ?

Yes I guess, but soon I realised :

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What did I bring with myself at birth ?
I had never expected whatever I am today.
I was scheduled to burn myself in the hotness of the Shivnagri Nalagarh.
But now, here I am, sitting with a sweater on, in the Queen of Hills, back home.

Whatever I expected in my life, I could never achieve that, maybe because that was not meant for me at all.

Today, I am considered as the most lucky person by one and all (even though the same people are damn jealous).

Today, I am being specially told by my well-wishers------

"Veer ji, tuhadi wajah naal Punjabiyan di vi kadar hon lag payi is University ch"

Then I was also told my my insecurity factor not to be insecure, only then I could realise how big a fool I were about to act so negatively. I know, I have nothing to loose now.

Are yaar, by God's grace, I dont have any bad addictions, no bad company or any such interest nor any grudges against anyone inside my heart, most of the times, I am seen wandering around places of worship, my God always listens to my prayers even before I pray. All credit to Him for everything I am.

Such beautiful friends and great things I have on my part today that I could be the happiest person. Please God, save me and our friendship from all sorts of bad eyes, I devote everything to You.

***Je laayi yaari, mul modna paina,
Tu agge lang gaya, tenu fark ni paina,
Main picche hat gaya, mera kakh ni rehna***

How could I forget that I belong to the community where there is no place for any sort of insecurity.

***Chidiyaan naal je baaz ladawan,
Taan hi Guru Gobind Singh Naam dharawaan***

I am ready for everything now, bas meri rakheyo laaj Gurudev.

Go Away & Enjoy your Life

There is a storm in my heart
It tears my inside apart
I am bleeding and I am hurt
Like a wingless little bird

Then it turns dark
And for a moment I see
The pain that was inside of me
And on a journey I embark

In search of answers
In search of truth
In search of understanding
In search of you

My guiding star in darkness
Like a little stream in the desert
Everything about you seems flawless
But that is what causes the hurt
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Your perfect features do not belong to me
You do not deserve my chains
You need to live and see
What it means to be free

So spread your wings and fly away
For I can not fulfill your dream
But if you should fall one day
I'll guide you and be that little stream

So go and discover it all
And know that wherever you go
Whatever you do and might feel
The only thing you need to do is call

***
Agar khud ko dekhun,to kuch nahi mere palle,
Uski rehmat aur aapke pyar ko dekhun,to meri balle-balle
***